it's been long..

sch has been lecture, tutorials and lab and lab non stop..sighs sometimes i took a break like for one or two days..but i feel that shit im lagging so much..and theres so much to be done..and new ideas just keep popping up..but i carn seem to remove them from the to do list..sometimes thing just screw up..and sometimes just carn seem to reproduce my results..and it means that those that ive done are useless..

and the fact that we dun have transponders and the stupid rule that we carn operate unless theres a post-grad ard..but other labs are fine with honours students working without supervision..sighs..and i just have to see wat can be done..within the not long and not short time..sometimes go back on sat..but will have to see whether anyone is back..just have to count my luck..

and haven been revising..its too disruptive reading in lab..having to take samples at like 30mins interval..but now the reaction is happening too fast that i have to take them every 5 to 10 mins..and that means that i have more to inject into the GC..which means that i dun have enough time..when 1 run takes abt 20mins..sighs..why carn pple just understand..

and tests are coming up..and im feeling the stress..and the trouble that i created for myself for not revising regularly..but im so shag from lab..and classes..reaching home late..and having to wake up..sometimes im just so tempted to sleep in..but if i reach sch late..means that i have to stay late..and doesnt mean that i can stay until i finish my work..will have to depend on whether there are any 'supervisors' ard anot..

midterm has just passed..but i din feel that i took a break..just go back for lab and lab..trying to make my reactions work and reproduce the data..other than the tues that i took a break..been doing lab until the point that i dun feel like going home..since i will be there less than 12 hours later..and im so lazy to travel at times..and the morning rain makes the bed so tempting..i just have to drag myself out of bed..

and some pple at home just dunnoe how to think for themselves and obey instructions..i just meant well..ok maybe im super lousy at words..but the constant nagging and comments shld at least go into their brain rite..but sighs..they just turn a deaf ear..

and how i wish mummy was at home..there wun be so much problems..oh wells..maybe if she were, more problems will surface..but no matter wat..i shall just let nature take its course..no high hopes, for fear of greater disappointment..

and many thanks to little dragon..for sticking there for me..and standing by me..thou sometimes u reallie irritate me..but i guess it wld feel weird if u dun..but i still wish for more tlc..hurhur..

oh wellsss its october le..and things are going to happen are coming..since the year is ending..and many things are going to happen..just cross my fingers that nothing will go wrong..and that i will survive any ordeals that come along the way..