to my hunny
[fuck blogger screwed up and my post was gone!! roar..have to recall =( =( =( =( =(]
i recalled the times since we got together..
things started 2 years ago..slightly more than 2 years ago..when you started to take notice of me,cos of the prank that my frens played on me..and 4 days before valentine day,while i just came back from warm up for gym, u walked up towards me and asked for my phone number. and u cldnt even remember 8 numbers and keep asking me to repeating. doesnt help that i have quite a few repeated numbers one after another. finally u msg me and iw as shocked that you cld remember. after that we started email, msn, sms. just like normal frens. but i knew soon after that u had agenda. and started to speak ill of my then-bf. and when he started to ignore me,u stepped in and we became closer and even went out a few times. then after that i felt bad towards him and we got together.
u invited me to ur house one day. and told me that u wun bring gals anyhow to ur place unless u are sure. cos i asked whether u brought any ex-gfs home. and the ans i got was a confirmation that we were together. and i go over often. to watch vcd. eat dinner. and stayovers.
it was holiday and we were trng. but we would meet after trng. to just walk ard in town or whereever. in our shorts and t shirts. to just spend time together and look ard the sales.
and sch starts again and we were quarrelling quite often. over how slow i was. be it eating or packing or meeting u for lunch. over how i like to take my own sweet time. but maybe it was our own form of communication then. unhealthy.
and 2007 came.
u came over to my place to bai nian during cny. thou u were shocked at the amount of noise my family make. u click well with my young cousin, thou losing quite abit of money to him during blackjack. but earn so much thru the amount of red packets u get.but u still came.
and it was my bdae. u promised me a holiday cos maybe u din noe what to get for me. u came over one day earlier to help shift things. thou u had trng early the next morning. and a test after the weekend. and u came back after ur trng. although i was upset that u din reallie help out during the actual thing. but at least u were there when i was drunk. haha.
and u brought me to genting and phuket for the trip u promised. and we had fun. thou it was reallie wet blanket of me to have my thing and in the end we cldnt go for the beach activities and a ride on the banana boat. u din reallie complain. u were always there. holding my hand cos u noe i was scared and nervous in an unfamiliar place. and even tighter when we walked past the pubs at night. but u were there. and u fulfilled ur promise.
and then 2008 came. even more cos i had goldfish memories and i carn rmb much the past years.
cny came. and we wanted to watch movie on the first day. but the cinema was so packed on the website. so we decided to catch it another day. and i was practically kicking up a fuss of why u carn come over and bai nian. and why movie is so much more impt. i reallie cldnt understand. and in the end u came over. cos i was pissed. and u stayed. till night. no complaints. entertaining my cousins. it must had been hard on u, having so many pple ard u and the amount of noise they make.
and v dae came. we quarrelled the day before. u had lessons in the morning and trng in the evening and decided not to go out. not even want to meet even thou u had 6 hours in between. i went to sch and we met. but no arrangments were made. we just met. and u studied with me at the canteen. when the weather was hot and humid. when u were actually on ur way to the air con study room. and i refused to tell u that i was going out with my aunt. and refused to tell u who gave me the rose.
but u asked me out after that. to make up for v dae. and we went out. u brought me out for lunch. u wore a shirt. and i wore a dress. we never dressed up to go out since long ago. u bought chocolates for me. and liverpool jersey. we walked ard. and then home.
we were quarrelling so much. that we took a break away from each other. but throughout that time, i was crying so much. and felt kinda lost without u in my life. we tokked thru msn abt the problems we faced. and after that we decided to try again. and things got better. we din quarrel. and all was well.
and u went to disney on ice with me. but it was reallie me that wanted to go and u just agree to cos i wanted to go. thou it was childish and u were being laughed at when u told ur fren. but it was sweet that u would accompany me to so something that i reallie like and disregard ur frens' comments.
and my bdae came. i was having lab the whole day and trng after that. cldnt reallie celebrate. but u stayed past midnight just to wish me happy bdae on msn. and 'sang' me bdae song thru sms. just to make me happy. mini-surprise me by buying cheesecake and brownie and waited outside my lab cos i was busy. it was hot and i was also sweating. but u just waited there patiently, prob cursing and swearing inside u. but i was touched. it was kinda sweet. u made the effort to just buy something for me and make me happy cos u noe that i would be happy if i see u. and i would be upset if i dun see u.
no presents again. but we went out. to make up for the bdae. movie. dinner. shop. just spend time together. and i was the 'princess'. no temper was thrown although i purposely tried to barge my way thru and cldnt decide wat i want. but u just din blow ur top. it was just a simple date.
recently i was having super bad cramps that i was feeling faint-ish. i called u. but u returned my call 2 hours later. but after hearing, you came over without another question asked. and let me rest on ur bed undisturbed. and i felt better afterwards. but u never cld understand how uncomfortable i felt. cos u just carn.
and recently it was exams period. u ate with ur fren. but i called u to eat lunch. u still accompany me all the way to sci to eat my macaroni. when u already ate. but u never black face me or throw temper at me.
although u arent as sweet as other guys, i noe uve tried ur best. continue this way. room for improvement. haha. although u dun drive me to sch. dun hug and kiss me everytime we meet. or tell me how much u love me. or show me how impt i m to u. or give me some of ur precious time. neither do u put me on top of ur priority. and neglect me super often.
but i just want to say. i love you.
happy 2 years hunny! (glad that u remembered)
1 may 2008 0103hr
i recalled the times since we got together..
things started 2 years ago..slightly more than 2 years ago..when you started to take notice of me,cos of the prank that my frens played on me..and 4 days before valentine day,while i just came back from warm up for gym, u walked up towards me and asked for my phone number. and u cldnt even remember 8 numbers and keep asking me to repeating. doesnt help that i have quite a few repeated numbers one after another. finally u msg me and iw as shocked that you cld remember. after that we started email, msn, sms. just like normal frens. but i knew soon after that u had agenda. and started to speak ill of my then-bf. and when he started to ignore me,u stepped in and we became closer and even went out a few times. then after that i felt bad towards him and we got together.
u invited me to ur house one day. and told me that u wun bring gals anyhow to ur place unless u are sure. cos i asked whether u brought any ex-gfs home. and the ans i got was a confirmation that we were together. and i go over often. to watch vcd. eat dinner. and stayovers.
it was holiday and we were trng. but we would meet after trng. to just walk ard in town or whereever. in our shorts and t shirts. to just spend time together and look ard the sales.
and sch starts again and we were quarrelling quite often. over how slow i was. be it eating or packing or meeting u for lunch. over how i like to take my own sweet time. but maybe it was our own form of communication then. unhealthy.
and 2007 came.
u came over to my place to bai nian during cny. thou u were shocked at the amount of noise my family make. u click well with my young cousin, thou losing quite abit of money to him during blackjack. but earn so much thru the amount of red packets u get.but u still came.
and it was my bdae. u promised me a holiday cos maybe u din noe what to get for me. u came over one day earlier to help shift things. thou u had trng early the next morning. and a test after the weekend. and u came back after ur trng. although i was upset that u din reallie help out during the actual thing. but at least u were there when i was drunk. haha.
and u brought me to genting and phuket for the trip u promised. and we had fun. thou it was reallie wet blanket of me to have my thing and in the end we cldnt go for the beach activities and a ride on the banana boat. u din reallie complain. u were always there. holding my hand cos u noe i was scared and nervous in an unfamiliar place. and even tighter when we walked past the pubs at night. but u were there. and u fulfilled ur promise.
and then 2008 came. even more cos i had goldfish memories and i carn rmb much the past years.
cny came. and we wanted to watch movie on the first day. but the cinema was so packed on the website. so we decided to catch it another day. and i was practically kicking up a fuss of why u carn come over and bai nian. and why movie is so much more impt. i reallie cldnt understand. and in the end u came over. cos i was pissed. and u stayed. till night. no complaints. entertaining my cousins. it must had been hard on u, having so many pple ard u and the amount of noise they make.
and v dae came. we quarrelled the day before. u had lessons in the morning and trng in the evening and decided not to go out. not even want to meet even thou u had 6 hours in between. i went to sch and we met. but no arrangments were made. we just met. and u studied with me at the canteen. when the weather was hot and humid. when u were actually on ur way to the air con study room. and i refused to tell u that i was going out with my aunt. and refused to tell u who gave me the rose.
but u asked me out after that. to make up for v dae. and we went out. u brought me out for lunch. u wore a shirt. and i wore a dress. we never dressed up to go out since long ago. u bought chocolates for me. and liverpool jersey. we walked ard. and then home.
we were quarrelling so much. that we took a break away from each other. but throughout that time, i was crying so much. and felt kinda lost without u in my life. we tokked thru msn abt the problems we faced. and after that we decided to try again. and things got better. we din quarrel. and all was well.
and u went to disney on ice with me. but it was reallie me that wanted to go and u just agree to cos i wanted to go. thou it was childish and u were being laughed at when u told ur fren. but it was sweet that u would accompany me to so something that i reallie like and disregard ur frens' comments.
and my bdae came. i was having lab the whole day and trng after that. cldnt reallie celebrate. but u stayed past midnight just to wish me happy bdae on msn. and 'sang' me bdae song thru sms. just to make me happy. mini-surprise me by buying cheesecake and brownie and waited outside my lab cos i was busy. it was hot and i was also sweating. but u just waited there patiently, prob cursing and swearing inside u. but i was touched. it was kinda sweet. u made the effort to just buy something for me and make me happy cos u noe that i would be happy if i see u. and i would be upset if i dun see u.
no presents again. but we went out. to make up for the bdae. movie. dinner. shop. just spend time together. and i was the 'princess'. no temper was thrown although i purposely tried to barge my way thru and cldnt decide wat i want. but u just din blow ur top. it was just a simple date.
recently i was having super bad cramps that i was feeling faint-ish. i called u. but u returned my call 2 hours later. but after hearing, you came over without another question asked. and let me rest on ur bed undisturbed. and i felt better afterwards. but u never cld understand how uncomfortable i felt. cos u just carn.
and recently it was exams period. u ate with ur fren. but i called u to eat lunch. u still accompany me all the way to sci to eat my macaroni. when u already ate. but u never black face me or throw temper at me.
although u arent as sweet as other guys, i noe uve tried ur best. continue this way. room for improvement. haha. although u dun drive me to sch. dun hug and kiss me everytime we meet. or tell me how much u love me. or show me how impt i m to u. or give me some of ur precious time. neither do u put me on top of ur priority. and neglect me super often.
but i just want to say. i love you.
happy 2 years hunny! (glad that u remembered)
1 may 2008 0103hr
posted by Peiying at 8:19 AM
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