it was love..

31st march came and went..

before 12am..i appeared offline..hurhur budden at 12am..tada!!im online!!heehee kena flooded..yah lors..anws yah alot of pple wish me happy bdae!!haha thanks!!and little dragon was super act cute..but oh wellss..it made me smiled :)

morning bought macs breakfast cos had lab..took bus to sch..din tot that i wld bumped into wq on the bus..hurhur oh wellss..and saw a few frens at the canteen..tokked abit before i went straight up to lab..and wq gave me a nike cap..purple in colour..hurhur not tat i will wear..but oh wellss thanks anw..will find a use for it..yeah do and do lab..that slot and next week slot expt..cos everything uses uv..yah lors..and 3 pple per group,,hohoho wat a happy day and slack lab after so many loooooooooong labs..

ard 1130 little dragon called me..hurhur actually i anticipated liaos..but i was crying the funnels and conical flasks so asked him to wait outside..after that told my lab partner that i going out..and little dragon bought me cheesecake and brownie..american cheesecake and chocolate brownie..whee!!but i cldnt finish..hurs and he din sing me a bdae song or wat..bahs..

hmm so after i finished my lab.i din want to go off with wq..so i keep bothering wh wat time he willl finish his lab so that he can pei me and eat with me..in the end helped him washed apparatus and errr kinda helped him prepare his expt..and we left at 4 plus close to 5..cldnt decide whether to go for tutorial..in the end we went to the canteen with derek to eat abit..before i went over to yih..oh wh bought spinelli for me..heehee cos its my bdae and also cos i helped him.haha..yeap..so reached yih canteen saw sm jas wl..sat down with them until time to go for gym.. (oh did i mention someone pretended to be my secret admirer..and failed terribly..and it was sam wong!!haha!!lousy =p)

so it was just normal trng and we had to run pgp..omg...and my sis secretly arranged with wl they all to give me a mini surpise..diaosssssssss..hurhur and i had another cheesecake..haha!oh wells.. then after that went to clementi to eat..

after which i reached home..another ice cream cake..haah and we ate it using fork and spoon..no knife..cos i think so troublesome..haha..yeah..

and i met jh hy yk to 'celebrate' my bdae..how i noe..cos everything was meant to be surprises so i din noe that were pple to celebrate with me lors..so we went to 2amdessertbar..i cldnt decide at first..haha..yeap and we drove to holland v and ate there..hmm the portion was small..but it was supposed to be dessert..hahas budden the price was quite exp lar..came up to abt 15 plus per person..hohoho and they treated me..yeah!!and we went to alameen cos they wanted to eat prata..my eyes were closing..

and i had 8am class the next day..another long day..and i was reallie sleepy and tired..

many pple wished me happy bdae..haha..i only kept the smses..online i cldnt reallie rmb..
alwyn, margy, little dragon, lollipiggy, kokpeng, sky, jas, jelvin, huiyian, fiona, zhuhao, aaron, wq, dajie, hongyong, siqi, opy, chingsoon, sam wong, weejin, shumin, joanne, weilings, kailing, yangyan, peiyun, sofia, yanheng, sharon, xiangyi, chuilan, erjie, felix, huimin, mingyong, mervyn and a few more via msn..
wah tats alot..haha glad that at least pple still rmb..

realise only that day that although i consider it to be special, to others, its just another day, jsut another normal day..so actually i shldne pin so high hopes that i will be showered with presents and all on this special day..

hmm actually wh was rite.."actually there are always nice guys ard gals..always doing nice and sweet things for them..but these gals are just too engrossed with their bfs and everytime theres anything wrong or unhappiness, they always complain that there aren't any nice guys ard.."

hurs and on wed and thurs, i realise that i was too deep into my own illusion of a perfect bf, and always comparing to some exceptions..to the point that i was blind to wat he had always been doing for me..thought some are reallie minute that are measure in pico or nano..actually i realise that if he wants to be nice, he can be..and reallie touched my heart..

oh and met lollipiggy todae..hurhur got tulips and chicken soup frm him..hmm almost cldnt met up cos of some prob..but oh wellsss a short meet up..dinner and off back to home..hehs..

bahssssss and ive got poster to do and lab reports to do and tutorials to do and tests to study..and im quite sian diaos..cos i dunno who to approach for help..i wanted to whine..but no one is interested..or rather everyone is busy in his/her own things..i will have to suck it and yah..hopefully it goes away when i wake up tml..

boohooss was supposed to meet up with him tml..for a belated bdae celebration..but i forgot that i had to go sao mu tml afternoon..boohooss no underwater world, no shopping, no movie..cannot spend time together..now its my fault cos i ve been neglecting him..for the past few weeks..i keep going out with my frens..and when he has time and wants to spend with me,i replied that im already going out with someone else..and cannot meet him..to him maybe its just ok,got time to do his work and its a good thing..but i want to spend time with him..boohooss and exams are coming..and i reallie need to pull up my socks and get my butt down on the chair and sit down..need to bring back my concentration and mind..its been wandering too much..