random

just realised the last published post was 28 nov..wow so long ago..anw this is a random post..cos little dragon is damn late and im in sch after seeing the doc..finally..had been coughing for 1 week liaos..and errr it seems better budden kena forced to see the doc..and he gave me some 'high class' lozenges..even lky is taking..dunno whether he saying the truth...but it cost me 8.20..wah laos..hais he also said that must reward myself since its the start of th eyear..rubbish lar..hurhur he doesnt seem as fierce as others said..anw i was in room 3..*hint hint* and todae was damn fast..less than 30mins and ive finished registering,taking weight,see doc,pay money,collect medicine..record man..and i tot it would take damn long cos theres reallie alot of pple..

and i lost weight again..with reference to the weighing machine there at the uhwc..haha...now less than 49..soon i can be a drummer with no objections..cos im the lightest..haha..but oh wells i dun want be a drummer ONLY..sighs..

and yeap im not rowing marathon...cos i long time never train..cos of my own fault and laziness..and i did say that i dun mind rowing with a junior..but i think now im sick carn reallei train also..and have to lug a heavy t2..omg..hur yah the initial plan was to row t2 with a jnr and the other jnr row t1..then if im not rowing the both of then do t1..budden why let them row t1 leh..yah lor..so i told them my reluctance to row cos of this and that..now im out and the 2 jnrs are rowing t2..imagine rowing t1 for marathon in ur year 1..i will be so sian..haha i mean stressed and demoralised..cos no one to row with u..but anws..iim trying to go back to trng..did a 24k on saturday and my back is hurting like shit..and the rest din noe i was still crawling my last few k..and they pack up..luckily for me,i brought my bag and i guess they realise theres a boat missing..so 4 of them stayed to look for me..thanks..luckily by that time enpingy came to the pontoon i JUST finished my 24k..hurhur and sm said she would rather i do 10k and come for trng than do 24k and dun come for 2 weeks..then i joked back and said..that makes up to 12k per week..haha..

sometimes i dunno whether is it a good thing to be having my period..
i)the good :)
a.excuse of pms-ing
b.'cleanse' the body
c.indicator of im NOT pregnant
ii)the bad :(
1.painful when the cramp is quite jialat..and ive experienced many times those kind that will be faint faint and super weak and puking..
2.so mafan..have to bring pad out,which means bring bag out when i could go out empty handed..
3.scared of embarressment when it leaks and stain the shorts or skirt..
4.sian..cos the whole thing makes me feel damn sian and i will refuse to go for trng..cos its reallei gross..

and since the bad outweighs the good, i conclude that its bad to have your period..(esp when racing or trng!!!esp esp esp esp bad when u are holidaying!!!and i kena before!!roarrrr)

hmm now that alwyn is back in uk..dunno whe he will be back..and the few of us will go out less often..cos of personal commitments..and he will only be back july or august..boohooss and cny dunnoe whether got steamboat at sl house anot..haiyah..