cursed wednesdays

hmm sneak in an entry when little dragon goes to bathe..

hmm why does it rain every wednesdays??and i took a freaking 2 hours to get to sch..so i returned my rbr book late by 15mins and have to pay a fine..damn it..wah laos..so sian..stupid traffic jams and traffic lights..arghhhhh

hmm sometimes i think whether its better for u to go ur own way..cos it seems that im always giving u trouble..and its not supposed to be this way..being together means being happy together..and looks like im bothering u down..and ur life is happy..with me ard,theres additional burden and worries..

my ex-bfs either left me cos he found someone new..or cos he was so-called 'selfish' after i told him..but how can i ever blame them?under those kind of circumstances,who would still pretend that nothing has happened.?sighs so i din reallie blame them..just human nature..

i always think that shows are unreal..as in tv shows..but i carn believe that it has happened to me..

i reallie tot it was all over..but oh wells..as someone had said before." looks like it's gonna be a terribly long monsoon season ahead."..sighssss

why does everyone thinks im so irritating..do i reallei tok alot??m i reallei so irritating??

hurting inside.. deeply..