afraid and scared

someone pls tell me that im thinking too much and things are not what i think they are...

and i m just 胡思乱想..

afterall i shld have trust in him..

to be setting an example and being responsible to everyone..

but things are just too weird to be normal..

but as ive said many times..

i carn blame him..

for pple can tend to be lonely at times and want someone to be there..even if its just a substitute..