so..ive decided..to let him go..i mean not kaopeh abt him going for wat summer prog or wat..cos i feel that i shldnt be so selfish and tie him down..getting attached means losing your freedom,or sharing your life with someone else??yah lors..so..i already said..if its meant to be,it will be..not that i dun have faith or trust..budden just too much had happened in the past..so i guess its just some bad experience??yups anw most prob i will be working or trng..and time will pass very fast de rite..and ive got frens with me..they will keep my company..hurhur sounds like they are spare tyre..oops..and next year alwyn will be back..so yah lor..holiday mah..we can all go out together..

hmm so yest was his birthday..happy belated hunny!!hehs he gave a treat at fish and co..hmm alright lar..not v exp i think..then went to play pool while waiting for movie..WAH LAOS..I SUCK at it lor..made a fool of myself..hais..dun want to play pool liao lar..ask me to play pooH still can..ask me to play pooL..wah laos..bu xing..

yeap so we caught the chuck and larry show..hurhru quite farnie..nto bad show lars..can go and watch..yeap but i dun quite get all the jokes..and i dun quite rmb whether theres any homoexual content..sighhh maybe im just tired..boohoos..hmm luckily caught the last bus home..if not hurhur have to stay over at his place..haha no lar i think he will just ask me take cab home lors..sigh..yeap..din reallie do anything for his birthday :( also dunno wt to do..he had trng and proj meeting..hmm if not for his mum who gave him permission to go out with me instead of his grandma place..i think we wun even spend the day lors..sigh wat a lousy gf..nver plan anything for the bf birthday..tot supposed to like bring him to posh restaurant or plan something..budden i din lars..oops..

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