half-way down..way to go!!
hmm first half of the sem is over..and y 3-day week is reallie damn wasted..was busy with alwyn thing's before he left and then last week went shopping and this week went paddling and tuition..hmm manage to do some work lar..but not any serious studying..im dead lors..so when sch starts will be 3 mid-terms and 1 project..hurhur and i must reallie not wast the 1 week break..and tuition also..o levels coming soon..but luckily they push forward..so yah end early..then got more time for myself also..
hmm i must say that this sem is different..other than the 3 day week and xiong 3 days..basically see less of him..and the rest..not like last time..but now lectures are straight..and yah..no breaks in between..so less chance to meet up for lunch or wat..so if i dun go back to sch on wed or thurs..means that we will hardly meet each other..needless to say during weekends..when he will be busy with trng and i will have tuition on sunday..oh wellsss sighhhh
hmm he never reallie shout at me for the past few weeks..and im glad..and satisfied..thou will have some differences here and there..budden still ok lar..never lst long..at least he doesnt shout at me..maybe cos less contact..so less friction..maybe tats a good thing..but i feel that we kinda drifted apart..yeap..less communication also..so sometimes anything unhappy just keep to urself lor..time will wash away..so if dun bring up..just pretend that nothing happen and im just pms-ing..i see pple so happy tog..can meet for lunch..holding hands walking in sch..so sweet..sighhhhhh why m i so jealous of other pple..why do i even compare??爱情不能做比较..haven i heard of it before..
hmm then he just express interest in going for exchange..maybe im being selfish and not want him to go..carn reallie bear to lethim go for so long..15 weeks is damn long..but im reallie scared..ive heard of numerous stories abt one who goes for exchange and everythign changes when they come back..sometimes not even as long compared ot exchange..sometimes just for a short trips..too many stories to tell..even ive experienced it myself..one went for camp and got to noe another girl,we broke up and patched,but it din work out..the other one went for trek and noe the other gal,behind my back,in the end still broke up..sighhhhh so wat m i going to do while ure away??1 week in penang or taiwan already buay tahan..then 15 weeks how..u keep saying that u go there to study..i also noe!everyone does that..but so many bad stories..how can i convince myself?not that theres no trust between us..but im feeling quite xin ku now..i feel like when u have time for me..then ure nice to me..if not then bochup me..abit feel like an object..
sigh maybe i shldnt be so selfish..i also want to go exchange..but since now that he has a chance to go for it..and its being paid..its a once in a lifetime thing..so why not..just let him go..if not nxt time quarrel then bring up old records to quarrel..there wun be an end to it..
if u love a person..let him go..if he comes back to u,its urs..if he doesnt come back,then its not destined to be urs..
shld i just let go??
hmm i must say that this sem is different..other than the 3 day week and xiong 3 days..basically see less of him..and the rest..not like last time..but now lectures are straight..and yah..no breaks in between..so less chance to meet up for lunch or wat..so if i dun go back to sch on wed or thurs..means that we will hardly meet each other..needless to say during weekends..when he will be busy with trng and i will have tuition on sunday..oh wellsss sighhhh
hmm he never reallie shout at me for the past few weeks..and im glad..and satisfied..thou will have some differences here and there..budden still ok lar..never lst long..at least he doesnt shout at me..maybe cos less contact..so less friction..maybe tats a good thing..but i feel that we kinda drifted apart..yeap..less communication also..so sometimes anything unhappy just keep to urself lor..time will wash away..so if dun bring up..just pretend that nothing happen and im just pms-ing..i see pple so happy tog..can meet for lunch..holding hands walking in sch..so sweet..sighhhhhh why m i so jealous of other pple..why do i even compare??爱情不能做比较..haven i heard of it before..
hmm then he just express interest in going for exchange..maybe im being selfish and not want him to go..carn reallie bear to lethim go for so long..15 weeks is damn long..but im reallie scared..ive heard of numerous stories abt one who goes for exchange and everythign changes when they come back..sometimes not even as long compared ot exchange..sometimes just for a short trips..too many stories to tell..even ive experienced it myself..one went for camp and got to noe another girl,we broke up and patched,but it din work out..the other one went for trek and noe the other gal,behind my back,in the end still broke up..sighhhhh so wat m i going to do while ure away??1 week in penang or taiwan already buay tahan..then 15 weeks how..u keep saying that u go there to study..i also noe!everyone does that..but so many bad stories..how can i convince myself?not that theres no trust between us..but im feeling quite xin ku now..i feel like when u have time for me..then ure nice to me..if not then bochup me..abit feel like an object..
sigh maybe i shldnt be so selfish..i also want to go exchange..but since now that he has a chance to go for it..and its being paid..its a once in a lifetime thing..so why not..just let him go..if not nxt time quarrel then bring up old records to quarrel..there wun be an end to it..
if u love a person..let him go..if he comes back to u,its urs..if he doesnt come back,then its not destined to be urs..
shld i just let go??
posted by Peiying at 9:08 AM
1 Comments:
hey peiying!
i know how u feel, somewhat la. cos in a few years time mimi sun might have to go overseas for at least a year too. no doubt i dun believe in LDR, i think 1 year is still bearable (considering how dependent i am on him), and i think for ur case, 15 weeks is fine!
if ur rship is strong enough and there is trust between u and him, i think there shouldn't be an issue. i don't really noe him but he seemed decent n quite sweet to u la so no worries :)
but then again, when the time comes when mimi has to go away, i might be asking myself the same qn hahaha.
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