thoughts

hmm was folding letters today and i was feeling bored..then was thinking to myself..i dun want to spend my career folding letters and filing..hmm means no admin work..hmm was thinking of teaching..haha cos i was thinking wat are the previous jobs i have held..and suddenly remembered tuition..and i din put that into my resume..haha..yah lor..budden wats my purpose of teaching..hm its interesting and can learn frm students..errr thou hours are long..beats having to sit down on the desk and erm fold letters..hmm yah lor..i like to mark books also..hmm budden this leave me thinking..why din i apply for the thing then..hmm maybe cos i scared results cannot make it..cos borderline mah..yeap..or is it i want to be a copycat..pple be teacher i also want..so that we will be more similar..hais wats wrong with me..carn i have a mind of my own..sigh..mood swings..boohoo budden be teacher at least got rice bowl mah..hais..sigh..

or shld i do forensics..hmm budden have to go overseas..cos local got no degree for it..hurhur so wat to do..what can i be when i grow up..

i rmb my dream was to be a doctor, laywer, teacher..not all in one lar..either or..hmm yah lor..since i carn get the first 2..so left with the last one..haha is that a good reason for me..






hmm im so envious of gals who shop with their mum during gss..sigh..company and of cos they dun have to pay..and of cos at least got someone else to give comments on the clothes and yah lor..