i dunnoe..

hmm wats wrong with me..bah..hais..i pms on him..throw my temper..hmm yest said things that arent supposed to be coming out frm my mouth..

hmmss hais i shldnt have continued tokking..haiyo maybe shl dhave just stopped when he say he was waiting for my msg..cry cry

hmm cry the whole night..quite jialat..until morning got puffy eyes..ugly..hais..

hmm i dunnoe wat i want..todae after computing lect, we went to yih..he walked in front..when we reached the stairs i just went down to the canteen without telling him..cos i want to eat my lunch..i haven eaten..hmm din feel like tokking to him..cos yest i make him angry..keep apologising to him but he refuse to simmer down..even have to mention my mum..bloddy hell..so now im upset and hurt and angry..mixed feelings..confused..hais why do things turn out like that..ok i admit its my fault..then so wat now..bahhhh i dunnoe how to face him lors..hais..

hais..wat now..i dunnoe..wait lor..hmm after eating then i went to cblc to hide..off my phone and never sign in to msn..at night walk to the comp centre bus stop..dun want to take frm yih side..hais wats wrong with me..hubernation??hermit??sigh..

i dun want to lose him..he's there when i need him..yest he gave me a hug...so wen nuan..so touched..hmm why so much things can happen within one night..

cry cry

sob sob

booohooooooooooooooooooooooooooo