hais

sometimes unintentionally make him sian diao and show attitude..and after that i feel bad when he say "it's ur fault but u dun apologise"..hmm i dunnoe wats wrong with me..but i reallie wanted to make thing for him..dun wnat to buy..cos i dun have much money and i feel that making a gift is better mah..come from myheart leh..but he dun appreciate it..den my efforts and money and time how..wheres my xin yi..hais..i dunnoe lar..wat to do..hmm i try lor..have to scrimp and save liaos..die lar..

hmm oh well new year is good..and boring..stay at home since chu xi..bah..boring..oh wells the only consolation is that heehee i win money frm mahjong..hurhur..